First insecure girl moment last night… We’ve already sorted it out, but it just made me more emotional than I expected. I’m already in an emotional time right now, where anything could put me over the edge. I’d been feeling on edge all day yesterday, and he was telling me things that I didn’t want to hear.
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I have no problem with most things, I’m fairly easy going, but recently he met this girl who he’s been trying to hook up with his friends, but she’s totally into him. Him being a boy didn’t realize or notice that she was. They talked and she gave him her number (clue #1) and they’ve been texting etc. And I honestly didn’t care. I know that he has a lot of girl friends, just like I have a lot of guy friends, but I know that the friends aren’t trying to get into his pants. This girl, I haven’t even met, and I feel bad about passing judgements, but grah! She texted him last night and asked him if he wanted to go for a walk. I think that’s what bothered me, she was making a move on him, and I asked him if she knew about me and he didn’t think so. That bothered me I think the most. It was so obvious to me that she was into him, and he didn’t mention that he was seeing someone, and wasn’t interested. He might have implied he wasn’t interested by trying to hook up his friends with her, but he didn’t come out and say it. Oh, those mixed signals. I’m a girl, I know how we think. Most girls need a direct answer, and even then they most likely will disregard it. They’ll look for all the signs that say “He’s into me” disregarding the small minute other signs. Like, the fact that he took her number. And they text. And he invites her out. So she asked him out for a walk. Which he didn’t go on, but it was when he realized that she was into him. I had to go to baseball and so I left it at that. I wasn’t a super happy camper.
BUT we talked about it this morning and I told him how I was jealous. Which was really hard for me because I don’t want the be that girl. But he didn’t know, and said he was sorry. And made me feel better because I know that nothing will happen, but that doesn’t mean that the mind doesn’t start wandering and making scenarios…
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4 thoughts on “Jealousy … What a Weird Feeling”
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I’m glad that you enjoy my blog!! 🙂 I know, he’s super cute. He came over to apologize >.< and we’re good.
You guys are so nice <3 xoxo
Hey Jasmine, so I’ve recently just discovered your blog from Tumblr and Twitter, and I must stress to you how glad I am that I’ve found it. Seriously. I can completely relate to everything. And I think you did the right thing by telling him that you’re jealous. I’d be jealous too. But at least this way he’s aware of it and knows not to misunderstand anything. Try not to let this girl get to you 🙂 xo
Yeah, I was. :S Especially since I’ve never met this girl!
sounds like a tough situation, id be 100% jealous xx