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This is the week. I can feel that it’s going to be rough. But I’m going to try really, really hard to not let anything affect me like I have in previous months when I have my meltdowns. I have to keep reminding myself, “He doesn’t mean it the way you’re thinking”; “Stop overanalyzing”; “Stop caring what people will think”. I need to think about that last one especially. Who cares what other people think of what I’m doing. If it makes me happy, that’s all the matters. He makes me happy. What other people think doesn’t matter. I love him and he loves me. What more can one ask for in life?
I can do it. I won’t be whiny, I won’t be that girl. I’ve done it enough. I did it a little on Monday night. Even if I have to walk away from my phone/computer/whatever so that I don’t do something I’m going to regret in the morning, so be it. That’s what I have to do.
