Goodbye Kiss

What a perfect day. Raining. Suits the mood incredibly well. I have a pounding headache that is one part weather, one part time of the month, one part crying.

Tiz and I broke up last night, early this morning. I think since our last fight, it was rather inevitable. That last fight changed us too much. In my head I was thinking, “Millions of couples fight, and get back together like nothing happened… Why can’t we?” And thinking about it now, I believe that it’s because too much was said, too many truths came out that night, AND I’m not the kind of girl to throw herself at the guy again, crying and sobbing that I miss you and need you, please don’t leave me. Which for guys, is kind of a blow to their ego, even if they say it isn’t. I think that I’m always a better friend than girlfriend.

It’s been tough, but I believe that I did what was right for me, at this time. This was an amazing relationship and I don’t regret a thing. I will always love him, and he will always be special to me. But we just weren’t at the right place at the same time. I truly hope that we can become better friends.

xoxo