Date #2. Was just as good. If not better. We just chilled at my house because we were supposed to watch a movie but we never got to it. He messed up his hand so I helped him with that (years of wrapping horse legs and my own knee makes me an amazing wrapper) and then we just chilled in the family room talking because it was SO hot upstairs. Then the parentals came home so he got introduced to them, and then we chilled with Mom for a bit (always fun) and then we went out for dinner. Real Chinese. He was quite good and determined to use chopsticks. Dad kept trying to make him use the fork but he wouldn’t. Haha, too stubborn but he got it. And he figured it out. Then we were going to watch a movie but we ended up just talking and chilling in my room. He was funny because he was like weirded out by the fact that he was allowed into my room. With my parents home. We just listened to music and talked, and then he kissed me. For a little bit.
I do and I don’t want to rush things with him. I’m so ridiculously attracted to him, and I want to just jump his bones, but I don’t want things to move too fast. What a contradiction. Mal and I have been worrying over falling for these boys. We don’t want to lose ourselves. I’ve been worrying about the fact that it’s so soon after Tiz. Life definitely does not play fair. I was not planning, or looking, or even remotely thinking about any one else. I’ve been holding back. Over analyzing (although I’ve been really good about NOT thinking at all about future stuffs), but not wanting to fully let go. As Mal and I suddenly seem to be in the same boat, and she’s all worried about actually liking him, I just decided. Split second.
“Fuck it. I’m just gonna fall for him. Hard and fast. I don’t care anymore. He’s too good to pass up, and what have I got to lose? It might destroy me, but it’s a little crazy this feeling.”
Date #3: Meeting of the friends and family. Which had me freaking out a little bit, just because that’s a lot in one night. I mean, I was fine. But it’s still enough to make me worry beforehand. I was a little nervous. I had to decorate a cake all that day. I was amazed. He let me drive his truck to his neighbourhood. On the highway. I did well, but I was like.. wow. I’m impressed. We got to his house, and he introduced me to his parents. Super cute. It’s pretty cool because our families are kind of similar, mainly in noise factor. We started watching a movie before dinner, which his brother joined us for (he’s so jokes). We got called up for dinner, so we all headed upstairs and Cute boy tapped me on the shoulder before we went all the way upstairs. And kissed me. It was awesome because I wasn’t expecting it, and was really good. Like.. amazing. It was ridiculous. It was so hot, and then we went upstairs to eat dinner and I met his sister. After dinner, we finished the rest of the movie, and then his brother left. We floated around watching tv a bit, and watched some of the hockey game (in between making out) and then his friends were coming to pick us up. So we head over to his friends house, and start drinking and introducing me to all his friends. So many people I met that night. They’re all so nice and welcoming. I didn’t talk to many of the girls, mainly the guys. And I mainly just listened. But it was funny because they all knew who I was. “Nice to finally meet you, heard so much about you!” We didn’t really get to talk much to really anyone. I kinda stuck close to him because I didn’t know anyone. And the girls are so intimidating. But his one girl friend felt bad that she didn’t really talk to me. We left the party around 2 and got a ride with one of his friends.
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Making out with him is so hot, and so much fun. Pretty much that entire night I wanted to jump him. So when we got dropped off and his friend drove away and we were walking up his driveway, I did jump him. We made out outside on his driveway, and it was awesome. I backed him up against his truck and we made out. He was so cold though, he was shaking, so we went inside. And made out some more. We stayed up way to late making out, but it was so good. Mm. It was nice, because we made out, talked, made out, talked, then passed out. We had to get up early so he could drive me home because I had a Dressage clinic to attend too, thank goodness I was only auditing. I would not have been up to par for it if I was riding!! I fell asleep for like five minutes at the end of the clinic… So tired and so uncomfortable! But I don’t regret staying out one bit.
