Man, I have no idea what happened Thursday, but I was in the worst mood ever! I woke up and was alright, but got to work and it seemed like every little thing seemed to set me off. I was depressed, mad, angry, happy, sad, crying all in a day. Not a good way to have a day. I like my days to be bright and cheerful and full of kittens and puppies (haha). Ok, so I don’t need it to be all happy all the time, but definitely not depressing like it was on Thursday.
I was having a lot of dumb moments, and things were really confusing me. I just couldn’t figure things out. Which frustrated me, made me feel dumb and worthless, and then sent me into a spiral. Which is awful. Le sigh. I was so angry and depressing to be around, I was such a downer! I kept texting Andrew “sorry for being such a depressing person”. Luckily I had to do some shopping which did manage to get me into a better mood *sign #1 of shopaholic-ness*. I bought more stuff, sigh. I think I maxed out my credit card, so I had to use one that I didn’t want to use, and want to cancel, so I’ll have to wait until next month I guess.
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Thank goodness the weekend came by pretty quick. I was so excited to see Andrew! I didn’t have the chance to see him all week (which I should get used too, because his work is getting really busy) and I was so excited to have him over at my place. Friday I spent getting ready, getting all the food prepped, cleaning, making sure that I had everything. I made the fruit tart, bread dough, shredded potatoes for hash browns, and cookies. Then I headed to bed, and woke up to do some more cleaning, made my loaf of bread, and prepped the veggies for lunch. Since I had time to kill because I was so on the ball Friday night, I was able to chill outside in the sun with a drink, a book, and the dog. I got some sun! Totally fantastic, I’m looking less and less pasty. Then I got the quesadillas ready, and Andrew finally arrived! I had missed that boy. The weather was so awesome we ate outside all weekend, and I never eat outside. We ate our quesadillas, and then talked and made out, and then watched a movie. He was tired because he’d been up early and working late, but it was still good to see him. Then we went to bed, and I don’t think he slept great… I think he kept waking me up (not on purpose) but he was always up when I would wake up. =( Not that fun but what can I do. I’m pretty sure I apologized in my sleep for him not sleeping well… haha. But I went to make breakfast (hash browns, bacon and french toast!) and we ate it outside. Loved it! It seemed perfect, yet it went by way to fast.
